I gazed behind
Trouble full in my mind
Weeping my heart out while my teeth grind
Waking up at dawn only to find
That my kindle is gone
But perhaps…
Perhaps I was blind.
Sixteen years seem so short
But somehow it seems we always fought
All he wanted was peace to be brought
An apology should have been sought
Before it was too late
But perhaps…
Perhaps I was blind.
Is this how it was going to end?
With no chances of destiny to bend?
When all he wished for was time to spend
With his lilies, daughter and friend
And now my unwise choices I cannot defend
But perhaps…
Perhaps I was blind.
Too late; the time is nigh
His sweet singing soul is carried high
High above the lilies, land and sky
‘Farewell,’ I say with a sigh
But perhaps…
Perhaps I am selfish.
Now his soul is bound across the sea
Bound t the land of the free
Free souls that ought to see
See and hear the living’s plea
Too late, too late
But perhaps…
Perhaps they are deaf.
In and out he comes in sight
Like a ghost with sheets wrapped tight
Dilly dallying dreamily, with a glowing light
That shines white and bright
And every time he haunts me with a plight
“Listen, listen my kindle.
But the perhaps….
Perhaps you are deaf.”
Pulsing with emotion
I come up with a decision
I shall let go of all tension
Let go of all devastation
And now I say farewell
Farewell…
My kindle